I didn't get along with my husband and I lost confidence as a woman. “If I were you, I wouldn't make JULIA feel lonely.” Kawaguchi-kun, a part-time colleague of mine who had been listening to my complaints, asked me. I'll make your dick bigger … Even though I know it's not good, I can't refuse sex. Backyards, behind refrigerators, and days when there are no customers in the store. And remembering the woman's joy, I stayed at his house all night to fill my loneliness.